
We are in lavender. I also just changed the wallpaper from “Autumn” to that thing that says “Fresh Flowers”, which is a clone of a single purple flower all over the screen. Milcago changed their icon from a gold letter to red and white “M”. This is an overcast October 18, 2010. There just isn’t a whole lot of news that I have any particular pearls of wisdom to comment on today. I’m going to let my blog readers “follow me around” today a little. They predicted rain today and the next two days but we haven’t gotten it except just a bit early this morning. Terry told me last night he would come late if he had to mow some lawns, but if it rained he would come early. He told me the grass was too wet to mow this morning. I kind of hinted that more rain was predicted and maybe he should try and get a few jobs in before the major rains come.
Last night I watched two reasonably long segments on ABC news. One was the Roundtable on the Tea Party and the other was the Roundtable on “Show us the money” or get people to reveal their sources. The Philly’s beat the Giants six to one and the game ran till about 8:25 as I recall. I would imagine their Sunday schedule was torpedoed. I watched Sixty Minutes. First there was the story of the homeless veterans who had served multiple tours in Afghanistan. These people have suffered a lot and they say that the homeless situation often occurs after a tour of duty but that in the case of Viet Nam it took a lot longer for the crisis to develop. We should keep these people in our prayers. And then there was the whole thing with Israel and Palistine. We are so intent on walking on their rights and digging under their homes and illegally selling their property and claiming it for Israel. Jimmy Carter is the only person who really has this whole Israel – Palistine crisis properly pegged. The third segment was that film journey down Market Street in San Francisco about two weeks before the great earthquake. They estimate the film was taken either the end of March or the beginning of April in 1906 after there had been a period of extended rain and the ground was wet. It’s a revealing slice of Americana. The filmers had no idea most of these buildings would soon be destroyed. Some said they actually wanted to create the impression that there were lots of motorized automobiles in San Francisco as opposed to the rest of the country.
Monday morning was dark and murky, of course. That’s par for the course this time of year. We had under filled bowls of corn flakes and a fried egg and toast with butter and jelly. I kind of ran a new guy off who wanted to sit down and then took Antwenette’s orange juice and had 3/5 myself and 2/5 or so to Andrew. Coffee was late in being served and there were no seconds for breakfast. I had Stephanie Miller on both before and after breakfast. Apparently there was talk that Blacks and the Young are two groups the Right Wing are afraid of. They are trying to keep Blacks from voting. And it seems the young have given up on religion preferring ‘None of the above”, because they see religion as too bigoted, narrow minded, and reactionary. There is hope for the young people yet. This new demographic is no surprise to me. I’m only wondering why we didn’t see the trend sooner. Otherwise it was the same old stuff in the news.
Terry called me up and informed me that he was parked right outside in the parking lot. I gathered my wallet and the check with the account number on it, and went down. He said they had problems with the old Youth Director at C of A and now they have a new, less experienced one. As usual I asked about Terry’s mother. “She needs to see the dentist”. She and me both. I went into the bank alone with my forty. I was in a short line and this woman comes along and says she could help me even sooner. So I go with her and give her my money and then she says she has to leave. I got a little nervous wondering if I trusted in the wrong person. But she came back with the receipt, and a business card, and brought up my receiving direct payment for Social Security. How did she know I was even on that? I didn’t tell her. But I told her I didn’t think the place would look kindly on my getting the money and deciding how much I want to pay them, rather than them deciding how much they’ll pay me. Then I went back to the truck and I went to the wrong white truck. Terry showed me a video he’d made of himself and others at the Silverado carnival. He also had a corny riddle. I was kind of thinking this might be a good morning to go to IHOP for pancakes or something, but that didn’t happen. And Terry had more information about gay people he wanted me to investigate. I don’t know where he comes up with this information but I wrote stuff down.
We had cold cuts for lunch and I had most of Laurie’s soup in addition to my own. It was genetic red soup, but again the white soup they serve usually comes off as flavorless slop. I got seconds on coffee from the kitchen counter. Pour your own. I did the long reach. I was now officially out of cigarettes except for a quarter that I could buy one with, which is what I did. You know something, I still need to shave.
Dr. Levy convened his class. Today he showed a film he had made at Founders. He says it's only a fifteen minute drive, but I'd guess that it's twenty, and that's on a good day. It wasn’t exactly professional, except it did have some added interesting music. Of course he couldn’t use copyrighted material. The lighting was something to be desired and there were occasional traffic noises. It was interviewing mental patients and they all looked like mental patients. One guy had bug eyes. Gail was in it and even she had bug eyes and it looked like she’d gained twenty pounds for this film. She talked about first hearing the voices ten years ago. I guess I am a little short on the compassion gene. I told Dr. Levy I was amazed these people felt so at ease talking about their own condition because I would sure never do that. . There was some Van Gogh style artwork there too all over the walls. Paul Bell, that gifted musician did the closing title credits on his guitar in what I imagine is an original song. They kept showing all of these bottles and bottles of medication. There was actually a D J booth like a radio station. One segment – actually two - with Dr. Levy looked like it was filmed here because of the pattern in the stucco and the trim. But it was a tight shot with a bush in the way.
There was a guy who talked about how he got married at age thirty and he had a bright carrier in graphics design or something. But a few years later he had to get a divorce and he slid down hill from there. Maybe the wife wasn’t supportive. Maybe it was his own fault. The way my mind works I wonder whether there weren’t people who basically had it in for him all along and didn’t even want him to get married and live a normal life. Then when he began having problems they urged him to get a divorce without even trying to solve the problems, and then they would say “Look at the ravages of mental illness. It destroys marriages”. There was a lot of talk in class today about how you better stay on your medication or encounter real problems. That’s true with all sorts of things such as diabetes or (in my case) blood pressure medication. Back in 1998 I was afraid to even think of having sex for fear I might blow a gasket. I would make those trips to Longs drug store after eating a big meal at Busy Bee thinking that would lower my blood pressure, and I would get these readings like 174 over 95.