Wednesday, December 14, 2011
Is There A "God Particle"?
The Circular Firing Squad
You know that someone asked Lyndon Johnson why he had so political enemies that were in his administration and his response was classic. He said, “You see, I’d rather have all my Enemies inside the tent pissing out, then outside the tent pissing in”. It’s too bad people like Bill Halliday never learned that lesson. It's an old adage that you never want to make an enemy out of a powerful person. I don't even think its kosher to make an enemy out of a formerly neutral if not positive person for no reason at all other than pride. In his time I imagine he’s offended the gay community, whom “liberal churches” used to court. He has alienated the
Mitt Romney has unleashed an arsenal by referring to Gingrich as someone who would bring "Zaniness to the White House. Zaniness is fine for a political campaign and you see hosts on the radio, but- - - ". Romney said we need "sobriety". That's the second time I've heard that particular word about Gingrich's lacking. Mitt Romney also said that if Newt holds himself to standards he sets for others that he should give back all the money he got from Freddy Mack as a lobbyist or whatever. He said that in Saturday's debate. But Newt Gingrich is the guy who made a fatal mistake in my opinion the other day when he said that “All Mitt Romney has done is to bankrupt corporation after corporation and ship
I was listening to the radio the other day and got in the middle of a story relating how a bunch of prisoners were herded in mass into a secluded place and either forced to kneel or assume other more uncomfortable positions and not allowed to move, for six or seven hours at a time, and were denied food, water, or even a restroom break. And they weren’t allowed to make any phone calls at all but held incommunicado for days. No, this wasn’t in some foreign country such as
It’s funny how certain conservatives have such a loathing for anything that might be called “liberal” or “compassionate” that they will attack things you wouldn’t imagine they would. Rush Limbaugh used to have that “bless the beasts and children” song up and mock it. Rush has a legendary dislike of children. Early on he mocked some kid flying solo in a balloon as a “balloon for Peace” or something. Now Rush Limbaugh is attacking some charity fund or something for disadvantaged children. He’s now attacking the character of any children or disadvantaged who would take advantage of this program. Was it Limbaugh or was it Gingrich who said "All these children are are a bunch of waifs and serfs and - - - " (somehow not worth redeeming) Judy a few weeks back spoke in disparaging terms “Oh all the liberals just want equality for everybody and then we’ll all be happy and everything will be fine” in sarcastic tones. I’m still scratching my head to figure out how President Obama’s
Tuesday, December 13, 2011
"These Are Times That Try Men's Souls"
Tuesday evening EST the House passed the Payroll tax cut extension bill. Peraonally in the final analysis I would have voted against this bill. Let’s just say that Michelle Bachman has a point. We don’t want to undermine Social Security for future retirees. But the price of awarding this sought after plum prize to the President was that pipeline from
I continue to be amazed that Gingrich is now the darling of the media, main stream and tea party alike, as the ideal republican nominee. It’s strange that Christians as well as Dr. Levy will vilify President Jimmy Carter no end when he had one of the most honist administrations we’ve had in the last forty years, as well as having impacable marital credentials, as well as being a truly honest, unassuming man. Of course it’s guys like him that forced Christian pastors to come up with the term of “false humility” to deal with modest people they didn’t like. Even Dr. Levy takes off on Jimmy Carter. At the same time Pete Richards, who first “called” the Gingrich surge, says that Newt feels “comfortable” among
The military’s role in the
Some people would make certain somewhat disparaging “observations” about my writings saying that I place too high a premium on Logic to the detriment of human emotions. Some might even liken me to that kid on Star Trek who responds “I am functioning within normal parameters”. Some like Bill Halliday might even say that I am emotionally damaged (based on NO evidence what so ever) Others may speak of this character flaw in me in terms of “not having the Love of God. They’d never come out and say I had a character problem because they know better. So they will speak in terms of something that I DON’T HAVE, with the implication is that it’s something they DO have, and are therefore superior. But the thing is Character is not something that you “Have”, it’s something you ARE. It’s a part of your intrinsic nature apart from any possessions. These people have trouble grasping this. We need to get right down to the core of the matter- - where the nitty meets the gritty, so to speak. They will claim that they have a thing called “Forgiveness” or “Salvation”. I say, “OK, that’s something you Have - - but what ARE you? What are YOU?” I never mentioned the Father’s profession in that example of mine. Well, what was Jehovah’s profession before he became universal God? Mr Hickey told us in philosophy class in 1972 that Monotheism was invented by the Zoroastrians of the Pursian empire, and before that Jehovah was just a local tribal god. The Mormons teach, or used to, that after you die you can go off and found your own planet with a harem of women, and in the future all your descendants will come to venerate you for all generations. That’s almost as good as being a god. So I guess what I’d ask all these devout Christians is “If you weren’t busy being Religious all the time what would you Be?” To get back to my initial issue, you could say I am drawn to Logic because Logic is prudent in most cases, and prudence is one of my seven cardinal virtues. A virtue is a character trait. It’s not something you “have”; it’s something you Are. What IS Newt Gingrich. Maybe the Deep Space Nine people would call him a political shape shifter. What is it about his inherent arrogance and propensity to Lie without flunching that attracts devout Christians? I believe a man’s character can also be determined by what he is repulsed by and what he is Attracted TO. Even Chuck Smith teaches this. Personally were I to be in one of these political debates I might get a little testy at all the idiocy around me. I’d be compelled to be constantly calling everybody else’s answers sheer lies. I might even repermand the audience for being such sheep like idiots. How I would like to see the world Thomas Jefferson envisioned of an educated electorate. We used to value education. An uneducated vote in my opinion is far less significant than an educated vote. But the “bread and circuses” mindset of audiences today might make this task difficult. They may not like being talked down to. But we are reaching the tipping point in
Newt Gingrich and His Standing with "God"
Saturday, December 10, 2011
Michelle Bachman Big Winner n ABC Debate
Michelle Bachman was the clear winner of tonight’s debate. She had the most articulate position in favor of NOT extending the payroll tax cut. This was in a bill I never would have voted for because I felt it set a bad precedent. Even Thom Hartman was sounding the alarm over this. However that being said, both Mitt Romney and Ron Paul are right in saying we should keep it going a little while longer to stimulate the economy. President Obama has the republicans pretty much over a barrel on this one and now congress has to pass it for political expediency. Newt delivered the strongest salvo on the whole jobs question with that really dramatic slash and burn tax policy that would decimate federal revenues. It wouldn’t help business for reasons we’ve talked extensively before. Romney never “explained” why he wants to keep the capital gains tax for incomes over 200,000 - - that is- other than having a moment of lucid sanity. Rick Perry and Mitt Romney got into an extended cat fight over various health care issues. Perry, Bachman, and Paul were willing to attack Wall Street as culpable for the business collapse and for taking Trillions of dollars. Newt didn’t weigh in and if he had would have probably sided with Wall Street. On the question of faith and family and background- - the other five gave quite satisfactory answers but when it came to Newt’s turn he really dropped the ball and had pretty much no response at all. Romney got a chance to talk about “compassion” and working with the disadvantaged, and also working with his Church. I think Michelle Bachman saying she was a child of divorce is a nice "human" touch that a lot of people will be able to relate to with their own child hoods. You know perhaps we need a woman president in these troubled times. It is said that "Men are etherial and abstract in their reasoning. Women are much more in touch with people because they have to be. They are more down to earth. I don't mind telling you that in any Christian church situation and I was offered the choice of a man or woman counselor for my problems knowing nothing else about them, I would pick the woman every time. But the major theme of the night was conservative consistency and Michelle Bachman invented a new slogan of “Newt-Romney” that I’m thinking just could catch on. She pilleried both Newt and Mitt on the health care and mandentory insurance. Santaurum generally backed up everything that Bachman said only he added the caviat of “Yes I fight- - but I fight and win”. Clearly there was talk about taking the Constitutional oath and Ron Paul suggests they actually read it. Bachman (?) cited historical documents saying how a man conducts his family life is the most important measure of the honor of a man. Ron Paul, like me, believes integrity is not something you should talk about but something you should live, and for others to see in you. Bachman raised the issue of the lower 47% not paying their fair share of Federal Income Taxes, meaning no tax at all. Of our side is going to complain about the rates the rich pay, the least we can do is be consistent insist that the poor make their fair share of the "sacrifice" too. Others wanted corporate taxes slashed even more drastically than Newt does. Michelle Bachman is sticking with her waive all taxes policy to “repatriate foreign funds”. Some wanted a 100% investment tax cretit which is only fair and something Thom Hartman implied we already had. To me it’s reasonable to take your income for the previous year and invest it back into the business and in this way not having to pay taxes on it. On the matter of the Palistinians being a not real people- - Romney and Santaurum pretty much came out against Newt and Romney said what I would have said. The negotiations are between
I’ll write about the Christmas party earlier this afternoon tomorrow. All I’ll say is that the dinner was the usual for around here- - mediocre to poor, and the quality of the food has dropped dramatically over the years at these parties. Were I to have left money at the table to pay for the thing, were I to leave one of George Wallace's classic six dollar bills, I'd be over paying, even if that included the tip. I did manage to secure a second piece of pie from the cart I passed as on my way out of the room. I asked first. Pies were still the one thing that wasn't ordenary, and I threaded my way back to the table and sat down to eat it. I left the party at a couple minutes to five, which is record early. There were sexy women hanging out on the patio but they didn't like smokers so I went downstairs. I watched KNXT news and CBS news. I left here about 22 minutes to eight and went to the liquor store and spent my last five dollar bill on a can of Folgiers and am brewing coffee now. - - I went back early Sunday morning and tweaked this entire posting here and there.
I think a lot of us are disgusted by the mad rush of the Media to recessitate the Newt Gingrich campaign, like on ABC last night when they said "Well, Newt didn't screw up bad in the debate tonight so I guess he won". And then there was that disgusting ass kissing display that Chris Matthews engaged in concerning Gingrich Friday night. Thanks to a Rick Santaurum add we know that it was Newt’s 2nd mistress and third future wife that converted him to Catholicism. I didn’t know that. Just how does that work. “Divorce your wife and marry me and become a good Catholic”. I thought the Catholic church screened new marriages. The whole “Rocky” analogy with Newt that Chris Matthews is trying to lay on us is absurd. Matthews is now calling it a crime to tell the unvarnished truth. And Romney can’t even talk about his own marriage and family and faith without Matthews labeling it an attack add. This is upside-down world. Romney says he has kicked off all of his campaigns introducing himself and telling us about his family. Congressmen don’t like Newt. Only nine house members have come our for Newt but over fifty have come out for Romney. They say he is a real bear to work for and he throws a hissy fit about having to ride in the back of the plane. They say when he was house speaker for four years “It was one crisis after another and usually self inflicted”. Of course Newt was blamed for shutting down the Government in 1995 and now his piers are saying “Whatever you do, don’t elect yet another democrat by your screw-ups. Meanwhile Mitt Romney is counting on the fact that Newt often has these melt downs and is not quite the Mr. Cool that Matthews would portray him as.
Here is an utterly absurd story about Rush Limbaugh citing the New York Times for saying that the Chi Com government is “acting like democrats” because they are now reasserting their heavy handedness and
REPORTING FROM RAMALLAH, WEST BANK –- Palestinians reacted angrily Saturday to comments by Republican presidential hopeful Newt Gingrich that the Palestinians were "an invented" people. In the comments, aired Friday on the Jewish Channel cable network, Gingrich said, "I think we have had an invented Palestinian people who are in fact Arabs." He also put Palestinian Authority President Mahmoud Abbas and the militant Islamic group Hamas in the same boat, saying they "both represent an enormous desire to destroy
ANALYZE THIS: After this I had a dream that a very few of us were “graduated” out of this facility into another, which was some giant “house” or something in a more upscale residential neighborhood. But I didn’t like the vibes there at all and felt uncomfortable. I felt like everybody was watching me all the time. You would go into a room that felt “occupied” like you were coming into a situation where “stuff was going on that they didn’t want you involved in” and you couldn’t even sit and read without feeling ill at ease. I’d try and watch “Days of our Lives” and I’d think people were leering at me. Even going to the bathroom seemed like something you did by appointment, like brushing your teeth. At some point I began complaining about how I felt and alienated more people. There was a guy who reminded me of J W by looks in this dream, but he evolved into a major jerk. I saw Richard Powers there and he was one of the few, is only, person I knew there. First we chit chatted and then I said “You know, I’m beginning to developed a real nostalgia for the old facility” and he just responded “I know”.. But then I dreamed a segment later on where I was starting to get to know these new ones a little better. They said something about having a police beauro there where they investigated crimes.
Friday, December 09, 2011
Montell Williams and Pick Three
Montell Williams on the Dr. Oz program today suggested that there were three myths about men - - lies about men that women routinely believe as gospel truth. The first is the adage “Once a cheater – always a cheater”. Montell states that certain men take a certain amount of Time to find their Soul Mate and to “get it right” but once they “get it right” – why would they want to jeopardize a perfect relationship with the right woman? Well, I can think of one big one. Men crave variety. It’s built into our genes and in the past was an evolutionary necessity of nature and genetics. I mean when you look at certain men such as Tom Leykis, Rush Limbaugh, or Newt Gingrich, one is very inclined to want to use the Dr. Phil adage of “The best predictor of future behavior is past behavior”. Many women I am convinced, keep encountering unfaithful men because it’s in their karma and they are being cosmically punished for something. The whole thing with people like Newt is maybe they haven’t cheated with their current wife- - yet. But although you may not know the exact timing of it, you know they’ll be out cheating again before you know it. So the point goes to the women on this one. The next one is that men fear domineering women. I could have told you this one is bogus. The whole “hard to get” thing has always been a lure for me and I can only assume that other men, as many women pursuing men, view it the same way. A man does not just want to be stimulated sexually. Hopefully when he finds his soul mate he’s in love with the whole person and not just a physical body, Gene Scott’s remarks not withstanding. They want “the other” in their lives. If they wanted a prostitute they would go out and get that but they don’t want that and they are looking for something else. In the realm of “the best way to get to a man’s heart is through his stomach” I am inclined to side with Montell on this one. They may love Mary Jo’s cooking and be seen eating dinner at her house every evening but in the evening they go out for “other kinds of satisfaction” with Betty Sue. But I will agree with the three things that men basically want in a woman. They want loyalty, they want ego support, and they also want sexual attraction. If you haven’t found all three of these in a woman, then I suggest you keep looking. (Selah)
Someone may ask what the greatest lie told about me is. Well it’s a lie that has become quite popular, to the point of obsession, I believe, that “Under no circumstances should you be an enabeler”. Well Jesus said to feed the hungry and to house the homeless and to minister to those sick or in prison. And he didn’t say you had to make them fill out a half a dozen government forms to do it. Compassion is a practice Jesus said to bestow on all, whether they were worthy or not. The Lord will in time reveal their lack of worthiness if it’s there, and the Lord will deal with them personally. Neil Savedra said that if you visit an alcoholic in jail you are “enabeling him’ and if you aren’t careful he may “manipulate you”. People think that by being stand-offish with me they are somehow- - - well what they will say is that it isn’t them but the Lord who is “testing” me to make sure I’m really “worthy” because God being a person of limited knowledge doesn’t know that already. Am I perfect? No. Sometimes people say “You’d be an OK guy except for this one Thing” and the thing seems to be different with every complainer. But for instance I have led a sexually exemplary life the last ten years but I don’t feel any closer to God, but farther away from him than ever. Of course I have had my problems with substance abuse with alcohol and tobacco and occasionally, pills. But aside from these issues of the flesh I have led a double life as a Christian in other ways. I used to write these weirdo letters via snail mail to the media. Also I liked to listen to secular music on rock stations. Now this is less of an issue because there has been just crap on these past fifteen years and I get my music now from either CD’s, Yahoo, I heart radio, CBS radio or LAST.FM or You Tube. The fact is that “being an enabeler” is not a bad thing. Indeed I knew I’d never make it as a Christian on my own unless I got Help from somewhere and there is a long list of unanswered prayers to God that if he only responded to would have made me a better Christian. Many people, though, are emotionally committed to their lies, and to change is more than they can face.
There is that new Earth like planet in the news now where it is 71 degrees in temperature in a star system I never heard of. (Almost all planets mentioned by astronomers now seem to be from star systems I never heard of) People wonder what’s doing with Mal Evans and all those people from various extra terriestrial realms. Well I haven’t heard a peep out of them lately. Perhaps it’s just that if you see a prospect of the “Real Thing” so to speak, then all the mental extrapolations, hunches, and impressions go out the window, at least for the time being. But I haven’t written that stuff off. I know it really gets under Christian’s craw out there that their might be other worlds out there besides earth because it assaults a cherished tenant of their Theology. Of course it’s a theology found nowhere in the Bible any more than the earth centric view of the Universe is taught in the Bible. People become so attached to their own mental fantasies they can’t face the real world as it exists in the twenty first century. (Selah)
We’ve gotten questions from our readers concerning certain logical errors I may have made. You’ve heard the classic Star Wars expression, “These aren’t the Droids you are looking for”. But what if your computer tells you, “These ARE the variables I am looking for” but they aren’t. I have a program involving wages and the figuring of Overtime pay. One thing about computers as opposed to humans and that is if there you are following instructions at time the correct procedure is to do Nothing and move on. But the computer does not know NOT to “Do nothing”. It will see a situation, an equation. And it will look for variables in to complete the equation so it can finish its task. The only thing is they are the wrong variables. They are variables from a previous problem. But computers don’t have bad logic. The people that program them do, and I fixed the problem. It’s just like the saying “Guns don’t kill people, People do”. I have a date adding and subtraction program that occasionally puts out really strange answers. But I chalked it up to “There is nothing wrong with the program - - it’s just a logical defect in the English language”. Commander Data would look at the figures and say they were quite valid. Some of you take issue with my Kurtosis example of the four circle quarters. This is the one where the graph takes on the shape of a double decker Jell-O mold. You would argue that if one averages out the circles into a straight line you would have a giant triangle. And in this big triangle you could position four 45 degree triangles triangles, three at the points and one at the center. Now here the 45 slant lines would be the shorter lines and the right (horizontal) lines would be the longer lines. If you slice every triangle vertically now and have eight and the lines of the triangles would be flip flopped. Now the long lines would be the 45 degree lines and the right angle lines would be the short line. You would now have six triangles within standard deviation. And therefore leaving off the last two would make standard deviation. Of course doing the math this is now a 3 to 1 ratio and no longer 2 to 1. But since the line was only half way up the triangle you would say to me “The kurtosis is not two under your formula, but four, which is two squared”. Nice try. The thing is, even forgetting the ratio error, if you got rid of the innie and outie circles you would be changing the distribution of the data so it was no longer the chart. So you would have to exercise some Geddy Lee "tree justice" and slice in to the outie circle - in other words, the SD line would move tword the center. Hypothetically, if you swapped out every Innie line for every Outie circle line, so that the figure now looked like the top of a Frostie Freeze ice cream cone - with a point, the kurtosis would rise, and you've got two choices HOW it would rise. Either you do the whole "tree equity" thing and slice into the outie circle and keep the diameter of said arcs equal, or else you make the "innie" or top circles bigger and the outie's smaller, which would enable you to keep the SD line right between the circles, but in either case the SD line would have to move away from the apex to accomodate more data from the area that needed borrowing from. If one eye balls kurtosis readings in Wolfram, one sees that the "essential" nature of kurtosis is the SD data entry figure ratios, and not the other stuff. Capish? Too bad. Anyhow the proper procedure is to carve a little into the center triangles to get the necessary two thirds sample and no more. This should work out to 1.414 as a ratio between bottom to point and point to apex of the chart. Someone else thinks I mislabeled the shading thing under the data line as being the “mean” when in reality it’s the median. Point goes to questioner on this point. I made an error. The answer (about the dividing of shading) is in fact median. My error came when I envisioned a “flat liner” data graph where every reading had an equal number of people on it. So it would be a “flat liner” data graph with a kurtosis of one under my system and the square root of three under wolframalpha.com. In reality you wouldn’t have squat doing this to the chart because once again “It would no longer be the chart. The correct answer is median. Just think of the shading under the line as individual faces of all the people taking the survey and this will clarify it for you. And finally some take exception to portraying “Eternity” as a vertical time line, but rather it should be s horizontal line where you expend NO time, but still have all the time you will ever need, forever. I thought about this but as I explained once, you can’t do this on a four dimensional space-time frame. You need to add the fifth dimensional element. And you know, don’t you (at least Star Trek says so) that each space-time frame has its own molecular “signature”. But you still have another big problem. You’ve heard the adage “Nature has a commonality throughout the Universe because it’s the same God who designed it”. Well, this one is a big Ditto for the fifth dimension, too. If there is a fifth dimension it was designed by the same God who designed every other dimensional time line. Since none of the others could be called “Heaven” this one couldn’t either. Billy Graham, and lets pray for his good health, is known for saying “With God - - space is different. There could be a freight train going right through this arena right now and we would never know it”. Of course Rev. Graham assumes the existance of "Heaven". Yet in the Bible there is no record of anyone ever having died and gone to Heaven and come back to tell about it. So if the Bible alias "God" doesn't even believe humans for sure go to heaven, don't object if we scientists are entire agnostic on the whole subject of the afterlife. Some say they are "called" by a God whom no objectivist can measure. For something to register with humans one normally thinks of some material gateway to the brain so that said stimulus enters our thought process. I myself have spoken of contact by the dead by some means of something within man no scientists has measured. That’s a nice theory. What Rev Graham is alluding to is the discontinuity of space. I might not even raise this issue except this discontinuity of space phenomon, or “there are two objects that appear to occupy the same space but each one is utterly unaware of the presence of the other”. Sketch likes to use this. I have postulated such a thing of not just a space-time signature, to go with the previous fifth dimensional example, but in this case it would be kind of an “event horizon” signature. Each one of us sees a minutely different “event horizon”, which takes on the shape of a hallowed out slightly convex cone to accommodate a theorized curvature of space [distances] caused by the expanding Universe over time. The idea is that this is “our space” but space outside our light event horizon would be “someone else’s space” that we are destined never to see. But somehow if space were folded so we came in physical proximity with it- - it would not interact with our world but you would need some sort of “Portal” to reach it, like in the “Dune” movie. Such a theory is highly theoretical, but it does provide an interesting mental exercise. Others say that the very nature of space is altered merely by the position of the physical objects and not just gravitationally but in sort of a Chinese feng chue positional proportional sense, much as how Astrology is theorized to work. (Selah)
Lots of Political Wrangling
Thursday, September 08, 2011
Just The Usual Pie In The Sky Pep Talk
Meet "Bo"
Wednesday, September 07, 2011
No Apparent Winners in Republican Debate
First of all the debate was poorly promoted in terms of the time it would be starting. I found out the debate was even in progress at 5:30 PDT in an off hand remark on the news. Otherwise you'd never know it was going on. It's over the dinner hour in the western part of America. The eight participents were John Huntsman of Utah, Rick Santaurum, Congresswoman Michelle Bachman, Texas Governor Rick Perry, Mitt Romney, Newt Gingrich, Kane, the Pizza guy, and Ron Paul of Texas. It would have been helpful to put captions on saying who was speaking at any given time because it might be confusing for some. Often the questioners would address a candidate as "Governor" or sometimes even "You". Rick Perry neither self-destructed nor did he shine above the rest. With eight people on stage it's hard to excel. I must say that I did like the set design. Romney had an idea that was downright appealing that I'd never heard before and that is that people in the middle class earning under 200,000 - not have to pay ANY capital gains or accrewed interest taxes. That would definitely stimulate the economy. Many candidates said Keynsianism was dead. That is a lie. They say "It's a good thing we had Obama's experiment now because finally we know for sure that it doesn't work". This is another lie. Gingrich and Perry talked a lot about immigration. Everybody wants to build a fence spanning the 2,500 mile border complete with electronic detectors. Romney spoke of "turning off the magnate". If you ask Larry Elder what that magnet is he'll say that it's the fact that we have a minimum wage here and if we only lowered our wages to the level they are in Mexico there would be no problem. So I'm wondering whether "turning off the magnet" was dog whistle speech. Gingrich and Romney said they would both fire Fed Chairman Ben Vernanke because "he had produced the worst inflation of any Federal Reserve Chairman". This is a really whopping lie. Gingrich wants to sell off Alaska to the industrialists to raise revenue that way. There was talk about how a lower unemployment rate generates revenues. You are singing the liberal's song when you get on that note. And there was a lot of talk about education and vouchers and abandoning the public school system and further weakening teacher's unions. And of course there is the requirement that all foreigners learn English within a specified time, as well as American History. I would suggest that some of the people on stage learn American history. In other areas Rick Perry is glad that President Obama did not close down Guantanamo Bay. Both Rick Perry and Michelle Bachman condemned our support of the Libyan Rebels even if it did topple Qadafi. This is because they say the upshot was "a drop in oil revenues". Bachman wants to drill in the everglades. Perry and others repeated the sentament about how Science has become politicized and that global warming is an "unestablished theory" and Bachman said it was ruining our economy. But the President was praised for abolishing certain ecological regulations. Neither Gingrich nor any others were inclined to attack former President Reagan, even when he was attackable, like on amnesty for illegal aliens. What I failed to hear were any positive suggestions at all that would really work. They seemed to be just going for the applause lines, which they got plenty of.
I’d like to talk a little more about this “conspiracy” theory stuff on the last posting. First of all it isn’t a “theory”; it’s conspiracy Fact. Evolution is a theory. The Big Bang theory is a theory. This is fact, and documented. Yesterday afternoon I was looking at the collapse of each of the twin towers over and over from different angles. What strikes you is the enormous amount of debris flying out. They say objects were propelled in excess of sixty miles per hour. Of course even ten years later you’re struck anew with the sheer horror of the event and how utterly helpless people felt. And yet we are told that Dick Chaney watched the event Live and showed no emotion at all, akin to a convicted murderer being gives a Death sentence. Perhaps you think it would be due to compression from the pancaking of floors. But structural engineers say that the “pancake effect” did not occur. You look at how all kinds of buildings come down. Some are smoother than others. Some are so smooth it’s as though the building was being lowered on a lift. With others you see large segments that don’t fall straight down. With the
Now I am struggling as how to “set up a theory for my readers” that I don’t believe myself but which was peddled to me. I was out on the patio a few evenings ago having a smoke after it had gotten completely dark. . Earlier I had been thinking in terns of “Nirvana” and all that Buddhist stuff (which in turn made me think of Kurt Cobain to begin with) I was musing what Kurt Cobain would even think of the idea of “bifurcation of souls”. It sounds absurd and contradicts my own “ontological sensibilities”. A few minutes later I got a response from an emissary of Kurt Cobain. Kurt says he remembers my playing drums, besides bass, in jams with him. He says “It was before Dennis came on board”. I had thought that I never saw John and Stu playing together on a recording. I was reminded of January first 1995 and also a few days later when John Lennon recorded “Listen to the Rhythm of the Falling Rain” with Dennis on drums and Stu on bass. I was also told that both this song and “That Girl Is Mine” are both “Sevener” compositions. (Half Romulan and half Bajoran) I was told that this notion of mine was called “The Reyker Phenominon” because of that Star Trek episode where Reyker was divided in a transporter mishap. He said that while unification can occur- - it can’t occur in a hetrogenious fashion This Federation guy (a different one) said “Executing the unification procedure in the manner that you have proposed would at least be highly problematic, and probably impossible”. I thought, “Well, at least I know where they stand on that issue. I guess I still have trouble wrapping my head around this whole “Twins phenomenon”. Of course I am not the first to ponder this. There have been many reports in the media of Twins having this “mysterious link” but I thought it was so much convienient bullshit. They have even talked of transplanted organs “identifying with their old bodies”. Maybe Tertulian has no problem with the soul being linked to biology or genetics, but I do. And I’d like to find someone supporting my point of view.
. I wanted to talk more about the Mal Evans visit this morning. The whole September 7th thing came up. In a previous life in 1881 I referred to the date as an “odoripherous date”. With good reason. Mal seemed to concur in this sentiment, which puzzled me. Then he launched into a rant against Buddy Holly and said while he was reasserting his power in 1992 after an absence at his post, he and others came up with the theory that Buddy Holly’s soul became “demonized” after death, and he quotes Richi Vallenz dialog (almost word for word like the movie) where Richi wins the coin toss and gets to ride in the plane that fateful night and not shiver in a long ride on a bus with his cold. Richi says he had kind of a “funny feeling” when Buddy said to him “You’re among the stars now”. Around May of 1992 there was a really strange roomer about Buddy Holly such that it still freaks me out nearly 20 years later. Also Mal and others with him today broached an idea completely alien to anything the Federation ever told me before, the “bifurcation of a soul” kind of like a stock split. So the life I lived in the other paragraph actually included “Bo”, who was a part of “Me” at the time and so now “Bo” has my memories. And since our souls are the same substance, I retain some of his memories from Austrailia - - and the Beatles aren’t the only ones that had bad experiences there. Oh, and the other half of “Me” - - try this on for size. Mal has been saying “You have been incorporating a lot of Yiddish words into your conversation lately”. I wasn’t aware I was. Mal and the others said that after the “stock split” in the 1880’s I was a Jew in
LATE ADDENDUM: I left a question hanging that I think I have an answer to this evening. The answer came to me earlier this evening as I was sitting out on the patio a little after seven. Where did "Bo" go? Does anybody know how to sell "reunification". When might have it occurred? As you know it was around August first 1985 on a hot evening at the Bosc house when I had the Seventh Day on and looking forward to hearing "Dream Police" later in the evening. Apt title. Because this guy named Rick, who is a friend of Frank's - had the idea to pray for me. I think he even laid hands on me. Anyhow that night I had some really strange dreams that were like reality - like the stuff in them had actually Happened! I continued to get these "false memories" of events through about 1989. You can check the historical record for this. Most of these "flashbacks" seemed demonic and alien somehow, as if some demon had entered my body that summer 1985 evening - and never left. In case you are wondering- - HIS life before 1985 - - for ten years previous - -was in another body. Wickipedia confirmed some vague suspition or "thought" I'd had about that I won't repeat. Bo's whereabouts from early 1968 on back are kind of accounted for. Actually you can back up the date further to March of 1983when I repeated some witch's incantation one day in the library thinking it would get rid of a really bad headache I had that day. I think it was an allergy to those blue flowers at the Bosc house that Toby the dog died from, and one day my mother felt ill working around these blue flowers. Soon thereafter I had a flash of a life as a child in Europe in the early forties and late thirties. That was a bad time. It's one that we're not talking about. But this child died before the War was over. Later in the spring of 1983 was the Austrailian incarnation that is so strange it's too bizzare to have happened. If I have any years wrong I'll change them. I had this feeling in the spring of 1983 I was somehow "losing my center". It could be demons. It could be mental suggestion from an as yet unknown source. After 1989 I stopped being plagued with this stuff. That's good news. I believe "false memory sidrone" can and does happen. Whether it's demonic or what. But in my oppinion this "alien force" doesn't have my en-grams and as such I would regard it as hetrogenious from myself. OK, over and out.